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that moment when all you want to do is running non-stop in the rain with no destination in mind…
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almost a year after college and I feel my brain has drained of all its academic juice, if even much to begin with…
I often feel the sense of being stuck and being late to life… yet the day still passes without making any progress toward whatever destination I thought I was going towards…
Perhaps it’s the so called “security” I can find in being in school and being educated, though while I had it, it was really just an empty bowl of cheerios… I wanted to dump it out of the window…
Perhaps it’s also the so called “security” in having a job and making money in the great depression kind of economy, though while I have it, it’s like a bowl of stale cheerios… I hate how it tastes…
I blame the irony of my human heart - discontent in every situation. I will never, ever, be satisfied with where life lets me be. But I guess there’s a lesson that needs to be learned in all these, I can’t really do anything until I do it, then I can say I’ve done it and I’ve failed or succeeded. If only if the discontent spirit can be eliminated, then perhaps I can live freely and just do it according to God’s will, after all, my life is really not mine to begin with… I might be gone tomorrow, who knows…
And God is sovereign and fully deserving of my trust, because he saved me from what I deserve and gave me what I don’t deserve. Guess I’ll never see “admitted” at the gate of hell, because I got the undeserved one-way ticket toward the gate of heaven…
Thank you Father, for loving an undeserving sinner…
AKL
“For truly , I say to you, if you have faith like a grain of mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move, and nothing will be impossible for you.” - Matthew 17:20
It’s not about the money, money, money
I don’t need your money, money, money…
Great story to tell of the past two weekends! Thank God for the experience.
AKL
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